First day of school

Today Drew started Daycare. He's always been watched by family, but today he's off at daycare, hopefully having fun and making lots of friends. I told myself all weekend I'd be fine, I'd hold it together and it wouldn't be a big deal. So we get to daycare, the teachers are so sweet. Drew goes in, looks around, and gives my neck a death grip as to say "don't leave me!" I spoke with his teacher, while holding him and we were both fine. Then I tried to put him down, he cried. So I picked him put, all while still holding it together on my end. Then the teacher took him, showed him the room, the toys, and put him in a highchair to get ready for breakfast. I kissed him goodbye, he seemed fine and ready to eat, I walked out of the room...and lost it. I didn't stop crying until I got to work.....hopefully tomorrow goes better....for both of us!